ok.. firstly,
happy birthday to michelle and hwee san~!!
(x

michelle's and hwee san's birthday today.
so went to seoul garden after our bridging programme
with michelle hwee san vivian mabel jiayin and yiting(:
reached dere first and started eating
den htoo vivien and samantha joined us..
followed by leong bing
so we sat at 2 diff tables
me michelle hwee san vivian mabel vivien and samantha sat at 1 table
&jiayin yiting leong bing and htoo sat at the table bside.

i ate my mee fen at seoul garden again((:
&my tt laopo pushed my hand when i wan to put the mee fen into the soup
and the mee fen dropped.
-.-
the ice cream dere is nice laa
th chocolate chip(:
&laopo ate the ice cream ate until like vry happy sia
=.=

den went to breadtalk wif laopo to buy 1 small cake for hwee san
and we sang happy birhtday song for michelle and hwee san

their cakes(:

















&tis is the inside of hwee san's cake

















((:

walked around aft they finished their cake
and went hm.

dear..
i'm sorry too.
i should trust you
but i didn't.
after 6 months
i should know that you really love me
even though you didn't say it out
i should know that ur feelings are only meant for me
even though you didn't say it out
but still, i didn't trust you
maybe it hurts you
when you know that i didn't really believe in you
however, you don't blame me for it

dear,
i'm really sorry...
after all the crying
after all the 'sorry'
i just want to tell you,
I LOVE YOU
&I NEED YOU

i don't know what to do now
i'm feeling so so so so so so so so terrible now
i feel like crying out,
and i cried
but i don't feel any better.
i tried letting people know how i feel,
but no use either
it doesn't help

i really don't what to do
i was thinking
maybe telling you how i feel would be better
but i know all u would say
is to ask me not to think too much.
so whats the difference?
if i could,
i wouldn't be feeling so terrible now

i don't know
i don't know
i don't know
there's lots and lots of things in my mind
there's lots and lots of questions in my mind
but there's no answers
what can i do then?
:(

out to bugis today(:
wif michelle, hwee san and sabrina.
went bugis street first
to buy presents for michelle and hwee san.
TAKE NOTE:
TUES - HWEE SAN'S AND MICHELLE'S BIRTHDAY.
SO RMB TO WISH THEM HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

bought sling bags for them
shared wif sabrina to buy michelle's present
&sharin wif vian laopo to buy hwee san's.
bt laopo didnt go to bugis today
so i paid the bagg first
LAOPO~
MONEY PLEASE~
(x

sabrina den bought a watch for her friend
den went to kino..
my gor asked me to help take a look at the PLAY magazine
after everyting,
took bus back to bedok
sat at mac
&talked abt certain tings.
SECRETS~(:

&i almost cried in the bus today.
maybe i shouldn't tink that much..
i don't know...

civil district tour today
was quite boring la..
and the 'tour guide' de voice is real LOUD
especially on the bus
when he used the mike
-.-

reached school at around 12+
waited for michelle and dear
took bus to tm for lunch
den went hm
&slept(:

crying really makes me feel much much better

tagged by fiona to do this quiz.(:

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
- our love wont end(x
- stay happy(:
- more more more money$$$
- new bagg.
- more clothes.

1) the person who tagged you is ;
Fiona

2) your relationship with him/her is ;
best best friend.

3) your five impressions of him/her is ;
- cheerful
- LAME(at certain times la)
- nice nice
- she knows me well
- loves to talk nonsense wif me too:D


4) the most memorable thing he/she has done for you is ;
she draw the octopus for me on my bday 'card'

5) the most memorable words he/she has said to you ;
YO

6) if he/she becomes your lover,will you?
tis WONT happen. my taste is nt tt badd (x

7) if he/she's your lover,what he/she has to improve on? ;
no idea at all.

8) if he/she becomes your enemy,you will ;
nono... she WONT be my enemy. shes always my best best buddy.

9) if he/she becomes your enemy,the reason is ;
dono.

10) the most desired thing you'd like to do for him/her now is ? ;
NOTHING.

11) your overall impression of him/her ;
nice nice.

12) how do you think people around you will feel about him/her? ;
same as wat i feel??

13) the character you love about yourself is ;
cheerful??

14) on the contrary,what character you hate about yourself? ;
i dono.. ask my friends wld be better.

15) the most ideal person i would like to be ;
me myself.

16) for the people who cared and liked you say something to them ;
thanks alot!

17) pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you ;
(anybody can do(: )

tagged by sabrina to do this quiz.(:

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
- our love wont end(x
- stay happy(:
- more more more money$$$
- new bagg.
- more clothes.

1) the person who tagged you is ;
Sabrina

2) your relationship with him/her is ;
friend(:

3) your five impressions of him/her is ;
- caring
- she can sleep anywhere?
- she thinks of others
- understanding
- a nice gal. (:


4) the most memorable thing he/she has done for you is ;
dono??

5) the most memorable words he/she has said to you ;
you xie shu shi bu ke yi fang zai bag de

6) if he/she becomes your lover,will you?
its impossible.

7) if he/she's your lover,what he/she has to improve on? ;
im nt sure too.

8) if he/she becomes your enemy,you will ;
tis wont happen

9) if he/she becomes your enemy,the reason is ;
no idea.

10) the most desired thing you'd like to do for him/her now is ? ;
dono..??

11) your overall impression of him/her ;
nice(:

12) how do you think people around you will feel about him/her? ;
i dono.

13) the character you love about yourself is ;
cheerful??

14) on the contrary,what character you hate about yourself? ;
i dono.. ask my friends wld be better.

15) the most ideal person i would like to be ;
me myself.

16) for the people who cared and liked you say something to them ;
thanks alot!

17) pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you ;
(anybody can do(: )

tagged by yankai dear to do this quiz.(:

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
- our love wont end(x
- stay happy(:
- more more more money$$$
- new bagg.
- more clothes.

1) the person who tagged you is ;
Yankai dear

2) your relationship with him/her is ;
his my dear(:

3) your five impressions of him/her is ;
- he loves jolin.
- his drawing is niceee(:
- caring
- thoughtful
- sweet(x


4) the most memorable thing he/she has done for you is ;
he bought chocolates for me. xD

5) the most memorable words he/she has said to you ;
no idea. all his words are memorable(:

6) if he/she becomes your lover,will you?
he is already my dear

7) if he/she's your lover,what he/she has to improve on? ;
he is perfect to me.

8) if he/she becomes your enemy,you will ;
its impossible.

9) if he/she becomes your enemy,the reason is ;
no idea.

10) the most desired thing you'd like to do for him/her now is ? ;
dono..??

11) your overall impression of him/her ;
he is <33.

12) how do you think people around you will feel about him/her? ;
i dono.

13) the character you love about yourself is ;
cheerful??

14) on the contrary,what character you hate about yourself? ;
i dono.. ask my friends wld be better.

15) the most ideal person i would like to be ;
me myself.

16) for the people who cared and liked you say something to them ;
thanks alot!

17) pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you ;
- yankai dear.
- sabrina
- fiona
- sheauyun
(anyone else can oso do bahs(: )

nothin much today
only went out for lunch den to ntuc.
>.<

anyway,
dear bought me chocolate ytd(:
























(x
dear.. thanks for the chocolates
and thanks for everything u did
<33s.

went out wif the same few pple today except vian and hwee san.
to buy vian's belated bday present
managed to buy wat she wanted for her bday today(:

lazy to blog too much today
don hav the mood to.
so bye pple.

6 months le..
i really love him ALOT.

EOY is finally over
over over over!!!
bt don tink i did well la
especially a maths
im prepared to fail..
or should i say
im still preparing myself for the low low low marks for a maths.
&i don hav any confidence in gettin any high marks for my other subs.
so siann la~

anyways
lunched at seoul garden today(:
went wif dear, sabrina, mabel, vivien, samantha and michelle
bt sat separately.
after seoul garden
took bus no.29 and toured around the dono where
den went hm after tt
(:

lalalas~

i feel like killing myself now
i cant rmb anyting for geo la~
and i still hav e maths to study

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!