im sososososo frustrated now
do maths hw, bt dono how do
ask my gor
den the ans is like.. don make any sense.
dono la..
and deres still so many other tings making me real irritated
&i dono who to tell to
wanted to tell dear..
bt hes oso nt in a good mood
so didnt tell him..

AHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:'(

jus told mabel..
and im feelin much better
THANKS MABEL ((:

im now damn damn damn pek chek with the stupid stupid stupid internet
causing me to online den offline
online den offline
IDIOT LAAA~!!!!
@#$%$%#@$#%%^*%$
><

5 nov o7..

day out to marina square with laopo and michelle((:
went dere first wif laopo
to shop for htoo's present..
&we passed by the kbox
i was like sososo feel like goin in ok
so i kept askin laopo
and we decided to go
xD
called michelle to join us
cos she was oso on the way to marina square
so off we went to kbox
$12.50 each
((:

went out of kbox at around 6+.
den walked around again
htoo came to find us,
&we left marina square after a while.
mrt-ed to bedok..
and went home after michelle bought donuts.

today..

woke up at 9+...
wanted to gt back to sleep
bt couldnt...
so went to use com and watch tv..

tmr's gonna be another day out wif laopo and michelle
<33s

let me update about ytd((:

had class outing at mrs tang's house dere
and the place is so nice nice nice.
took lots of photos dere
&we went down the 0.5m swimming pool((:
my shorts werent reali wet
bt laopo's were soso wet
den started bbq outside the function room
deres chicken wing satay stingray mushmallow crabstick...
and the satay is love<3
soso nice(x

went hm at 8+
played the swing at the playground outside.
den laopo rmbed tt she forgt to take her water dispenser
so headed back again
&went off together wif michelle they all

bought donuts on my way home((:

and htoo,
thanks for making the class laugh.
we will miss you, really
and you got to miss us too(x
takecares((:

ok.. firstly,
happy birthday to michelle and hwee san~!!
(x

michelle's and hwee san's birthday today.
so went to seoul garden after our bridging programme
with michelle hwee san vivian mabel jiayin and yiting(:
reached dere first and started eating
den htoo vivien and samantha joined us..
followed by leong bing
so we sat at 2 diff tables
me michelle hwee san vivian mabel vivien and samantha sat at 1 table
&jiayin yiting leong bing and htoo sat at the table bside.

i ate my mee fen at seoul garden again((:
&my tt laopo pushed my hand when i wan to put the mee fen into the soup
and the mee fen dropped.
-.-
the ice cream dere is nice laa
th chocolate chip(:
&laopo ate the ice cream ate until like vry happy sia
=.=

den went to breadtalk wif laopo to buy 1 small cake for hwee san
and we sang happy birhtday song for michelle and hwee san

their cakes(:

















&tis is the inside of hwee san's cake

















((:

walked around aft they finished their cake
and went hm.

dear..
i'm sorry too.
i should trust you
but i didn't.
after 6 months
i should know that you really love me
even though you didn't say it out
i should know that ur feelings are only meant for me
even though you didn't say it out
but still, i didn't trust you
maybe it hurts you
when you know that i didn't really believe in you
however, you don't blame me for it

dear,
i'm really sorry...
after all the crying
after all the 'sorry'
i just want to tell you,
I LOVE YOU
&I NEED YOU

i don't know what to do now
i'm feeling so so so so so so so so terrible now
i feel like crying out,
and i cried
but i don't feel any better.
i tried letting people know how i feel,
but no use either
it doesn't help

i really don't what to do
i was thinking
maybe telling you how i feel would be better
but i know all u would say
is to ask me not to think too much.
so whats the difference?
if i could,
i wouldn't be feeling so terrible now

i don't know
i don't know
i don't know
there's lots and lots of things in my mind
there's lots and lots of questions in my mind
but there's no answers
what can i do then?
:(

out to bugis today(:
wif michelle, hwee san and sabrina.
went bugis street first
to buy presents for michelle and hwee san.
TAKE NOTE:
TUES - HWEE SAN'S AND MICHELLE'S BIRTHDAY.
SO RMB TO WISH THEM HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

bought sling bags for them
shared wif sabrina to buy michelle's present
&sharin wif vian laopo to buy hwee san's.
bt laopo didnt go to bugis today
so i paid the bagg first
LAOPO~
MONEY PLEASE~
(x

sabrina den bought a watch for her friend
den went to kino..
my gor asked me to help take a look at the PLAY magazine
after everyting,
took bus back to bedok
sat at mac
&talked abt certain tings.
SECRETS~(:

&i almost cried in the bus today.
maybe i shouldn't tink that much..
i don't know...

civil district tour today
was quite boring la..
and the 'tour guide' de voice is real LOUD
especially on the bus
when he used the mike
-.-

reached school at around 12+
waited for michelle and dear
took bus to tm for lunch
den went hm
&slept(:

crying really makes me feel much much better

tagged by fiona to do this quiz.(:

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
- our love wont end(x
- stay happy(:
- more more more money$$$
- new bagg.
- more clothes.

1) the person who tagged you is ;
Fiona

2) your relationship with him/her is ;
best best friend.

3) your five impressions of him/her is ;
- cheerful
- LAME(at certain times la)
- nice nice
- she knows me well
- loves to talk nonsense wif me too:D


4) the most memorable thing he/she has done for you is ;
she draw the octopus for me on my bday 'card'

5) the most memorable words he/she has said to you ;
YO

6) if he/she becomes your lover,will you?
tis WONT happen. my taste is nt tt badd (x

7) if he/she's your lover,what he/she has to improve on? ;
no idea at all.

8) if he/she becomes your enemy,you will ;
nono... she WONT be my enemy. shes always my best best buddy.

9) if he/she becomes your enemy,the reason is ;
dono.

10) the most desired thing you'd like to do for him/her now is ? ;
NOTHING.

11) your overall impression of him/her ;
nice nice.

12) how do you think people around you will feel about him/her? ;
same as wat i feel??

13) the character you love about yourself is ;
cheerful??

14) on the contrary,what character you hate about yourself? ;
i dono.. ask my friends wld be better.

15) the most ideal person i would like to be ;
me myself.

16) for the people who cared and liked you say something to them ;
thanks alot!

17) pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you ;
(anybody can do(: )

tagged by sabrina to do this quiz.(:

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
- our love wont end(x
- stay happy(:
- more more more money$$$
- new bagg.
- more clothes.

1) the person who tagged you is ;
Sabrina

2) your relationship with him/her is ;
friend(:

3) your five impressions of him/her is ;
- caring
- she can sleep anywhere?
- she thinks of others
- understanding
- a nice gal. (:


4) the most memorable thing he/she has done for you is ;
dono??

5) the most memorable words he/she has said to you ;
you xie shu shi bu ke yi fang zai bag de

6) if he/she becomes your lover,will you?
its impossible.

7) if he/she's your lover,what he/she has to improve on? ;
im nt sure too.

8) if he/she becomes your enemy,you will ;
tis wont happen

9) if he/she becomes your enemy,the reason is ;
no idea.

10) the most desired thing you'd like to do for him/her now is ? ;
dono..??

11) your overall impression of him/her ;
nice(:

12) how do you think people around you will feel about him/her? ;
i dono.

13) the character you love about yourself is ;
cheerful??

14) on the contrary,what character you hate about yourself? ;
i dono.. ask my friends wld be better.

15) the most ideal person i would like to be ;
me myself.

16) for the people who cared and liked you say something to them ;
thanks alot!

17) pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you ;
(anybody can do(: )

tagged by yankai dear to do this quiz.(:

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
- our love wont end(x
- stay happy(:
- more more more money$$$
- new bagg.
- more clothes.

1) the person who tagged you is ;
Yankai dear

2) your relationship with him/her is ;
his my dear(:

3) your five impressions of him/her is ;
- he loves jolin.
- his drawing is niceee(:
- caring
- thoughtful
- sweet(x


4) the most memorable thing he/she has done for you is ;
he bought chocolates for me. xD

5) the most memorable words he/she has said to you ;
no idea. all his words are memorable(:

6) if he/she becomes your lover,will you?
he is already my dear

7) if he/she's your lover,what he/she has to improve on? ;
he is perfect to me.

8) if he/she becomes your enemy,you will ;
its impossible.

9) if he/she becomes your enemy,the reason is ;
no idea.

10) the most desired thing you'd like to do for him/her now is ? ;
dono..??

11) your overall impression of him/her ;
he is <33.

12) how do you think people around you will feel about him/her? ;
i dono.

13) the character you love about yourself is ;
cheerful??

14) on the contrary,what character you hate about yourself? ;
i dono.. ask my friends wld be better.

15) the most ideal person i would like to be ;
me myself.

16) for the people who cared and liked you say something to them ;
thanks alot!

17) pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you ;
- yankai dear.
- sabrina
- fiona
- sheauyun
(anyone else can oso do bahs(: )

nothin much today
only went out for lunch den to ntuc.
>.<

anyway,
dear bought me chocolate ytd(:
























(x
dear.. thanks for the chocolates
and thanks for everything u did
<33s.

went out wif the same few pple today except vian and hwee san.
to buy vian's belated bday present
managed to buy wat she wanted for her bday today(:

lazy to blog too much today
don hav the mood to.
so bye pple.

6 months le..
i really love him ALOT.

EOY is finally over
over over over!!!
bt don tink i did well la
especially a maths
im prepared to fail..
or should i say
im still preparing myself for the low low low marks for a maths.
&i don hav any confidence in gettin any high marks for my other subs.
so siann la~

anyways
lunched at seoul garden today(:
went wif dear, sabrina, mabel, vivien, samantha and michelle
bt sat separately.
after seoul garden
took bus no.29 and toured around the dono where
den went hm after tt
(:

lalalas~

i feel like killing myself now
i cant rmb anyting for geo la~
and i still hav e maths to study

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

i feel like eatin 1 big big bar chocolate now!!!

didnt go for choir today
passed my mc to juniper...

carried newspapers from the class to the girl guides room after school.
helped out until around 2+ or so
den went to lunch-ed at seoul garden
wif dear, mabel and sabrina(:
and i ate my mifen again
lols
its reali nice lor
(x
&i love the coke wif the ice kachang kind of ice.

reached hm at abt 7pm.
ate my dinner and slept till 10+

goin to study at mac again tmr
den visit vian
shes havin fever la
and she went hm at the end of recess today
VIVIAN.. GET WELL SOON (:

collected newspaper after school today
so damn tiring sia
collected quite alot
so we took taxi back to school (:
den still had to tie the newspapers up
and we managed to finish and left the school at 6+
went to hav dinner wif michelle, vivian, weiting, htoo and leong bing.
ate at princess de mac
i was reali hungry ok
didnt eat durin recess and lunch
so the onli meal i had today is dinner,
i suppose.

reached hm at 8+
and went to see a doctor
bcos of my cough, and ABIT of running nose.
&the doctor... i dono y...
he don seem to be a doctor
nt reali by his appearance la
i oso dono how say... jus feel tt way
my gor oso say so
the doctor spoke so softly sia
he say one sentence den i 'huh?'
i cant hear clearly wat he was sayin la.
>.<
nvmd...

todays our 5 months(:
i'm soso in love wif him

dont reali feel like bloggin nowadays
bt decided to blog now
since my last post is on the 4th sep

todays the first day of school...
after the 1 week hols
so sian la
&todays choir is cancelled.
didnt intend to go at first
cos i was like kp coughin + abit of running nose.
went to buy bubble tea at bedok inter(:
after we are being told tt deres no choir.

tink i shld start my hw now
still hav to study for tmr phy test tonight
chap 1 - 12 i tink
dono la... onli know deres lots of chaps to study
>.<

byes