Great. School has started, tomorrow's Wednesday and it's SSM AGAIN
I hate Wednesdays. It's the longest and the most tiring day of the week.
Moreover, it's Top Table tomorrow. I almost couldn't survive SugarLoaf, let's see how I'm going to survive in Top Table tomorrow.
Be prepared to view my next blog post people, I guess I'm gonna start complaining once again.



Shit. I want tomorrow to be over soon. REAL SOOOOOOOOON. ):

OMG. I hate projects, I hate projects, I hate projects.
They are making my school life so not fun. Rahhhhhhhhh ):

I bet $2 on Brazil while my brother bet on North Korea. I won.
I bet $2 on Spain while my brother bet on Switzerland. He won.

No win, no lose. So uninteresting.

I'm left with a few days of holidays, and here comes the busy school life again.
My 2 weeks of break doesn't seem to be a proper one, although I managed to enjoy some of the days out.
Projects, Sabah educational trip, SA Orientation blah blah blah, made up my supposedly enjoyable holiday. How great.


I can't wait for the one month study break to come. I can't wait for this semester to end.
I want to get over with SSM. It's making my life miserable.


And I feel like eating frolickkkkkkk.

(Continuing from previous post) LOL

Celebrated my birthday on Monday with DBSE.
And yes, we watched Sex and the City 2! :DDDDD

Had dinner before heading home at night to pack my luggage.
And for some reason (which I don't know), Vivian and Sabrina were at my house waiting for me.
Got surprised by them when I reached home. LOL. Michelle came too, but at a later time.

And DBSE gave me this big balloon! It's still in shape right now okay. SO HAPPY. HAHAHA
Alright, I'll post more photos if I've got them. Shall go and prepare now and head to Bedok's Cash Studio!
It's time to sing and sing and sing again. :D

Bye people. Don't miss me!

Hello people, I back from Malaysia Sabah.
Interesting place I can say, at least somewhere that is kinda different from Singapore.
But the hotel's food doesn't suit my appetite seriously. The fruits and buffet there were like, so not nice? Ok, maybe I'm not used to it. I missed Singapore's food so much.
Shall post some of the photos up after I've transferred them to my laptop. Provided that I'm not lazy/forgetful :D

Anywayyyyy, managed to celebrate my 18th birthday before I left Singapore for Sabah.
Not much celebration, but I enjoyed my birthday. Great thanks to DBSE, and also my secondary school clique (:
Kind of celebrated my birthday with my family on Sunday evening. My brother bought the cake for me. :D

Went Cash Studio after that with Michelle, Mabel, Sabrina and Vivian.
The room given to us was super duper big. It's like meant for 20+ people, but the four of us actually get to sing in it. HAHAHA DAMN SHIOK. :D

Sang all the way till 1am, and we headed to Mabel's house to slack.
Had Mac breakfast before heading home to sleep early in the morning. (:


Ok, I think I shall continue with this post tomorrow or something. I've got no mood to continue blogging right now.
I need some sleep soon. Yes, really soon.

I'm done with mid-semester test. Yes, I've got just one Accounting paper yesterday and that's it.
I guess this is the only good  thing about this semester. But there's nothing to be happy about afterall, because I'll still have more than one paper during end-semester test.
Good things just don't last you see.

And I'm gonna spend the whole of my 2 weeks holiday doing projects, again.
The only thing that I'm looking forward now is probably the Malaysia educational trip. Hope it turns out fun (:





Ok, I'm dying of hunger sooooooon. My Daddy's still not home yet ):

Nothing much was done. But still, hope you enjoyed your birthday Sabrina.
Happy 18th Birthday! <3 (:

Give up Cassini, give up.

Vesak day tomorrow = Public holday tomorrow!
A short break is finally here, after waiting for so longgggggg.
School is really tiring me out, especially SSM. I can't imagine my days at Top Table, not even mentioning the proficiency test 2 after that.

Anyway, my Dad came home with a Mango Ice Blend with pearl today. Oh my god. I was so surprised okay. HAHA
My Dad never drinks bubble tea, except for the Mango/Durian Smoothie from A1 Chendol shop. But he actually drank an Ice Blended with pearl somemore (Even me don't like pearls).
THE WORLD'S CHANGING. LOL

I'm kinda looking forward to the Sabah educational trip during the holidays.
But not the packing of luggage part ):

Hope that the next few days will turn out to be better than last week.
I can't wait for Wednesday to be over.





Goodnight.

Bad day, bad week.

I admit I'm in the wrong, be it my attitude or my actions. I know you don't owe me anything, so I shouldn't talk to you in such a manner.
But excuse me, do I owe you anything too? I don't think I did.

Wtf. My life is like getting from good to bad in the past, and now, bad to worse. It's getting more and more difficult for me to stay happy for a day. Perhaps, not even an hour.
Life is stressing me out. I need a break, a break that allows me to rest and sort out my thinking.
Why does everything seems to go against me? Yes, I mean every single thing. I don't look forward to each tomorrow now, because I know it won't be a happy one.

Life sucks seriously. Give me a reason to live.

SSM is driving me crazyyyyyy.
I seriously don't know much about Sugarloaf and my position. I'll just have to get prepared to receive scoldings tomorrow I guess.
OH MY GOD. FREAKING STRESS NOW.

I feel like going shopping. I feel like going cash studio. I feel like going Sentosa.

Work is like never-ending in poly life. Tutorial homework, followed by quizzes, followed by tests, followed by projects, followed by exams.
So many things waiting for me to do, but I don't know where and how to start.
I feel so lost, again. Why can't life be easier?
I think I need some stress-reducing drugs right now.



Should I go to bed or continue with my work?

Celebrated Tian Qing's birthday (in advance) yesterday.
Surprised him with a cake at Clarke Quay, and I think he's really surprised upon seeing us. HAHA
Headed to Serangoon's O Bar after that. Drink drank and drunk. Cabbed home after mid-night.

It's obvious that I'm lazy to type much. Feeling kinda tired now, god knows why.
There's still BESE notes waiting for me to read them. Hopefully I'll have the mood to do so later. If not, DIE.
Alright, some recent photos before I end this post.

 I don't know where the hell Michelle got these photos from.

Bye!

TODAY IS SO NOT MY DAY. Oh my god.
I left my house later than usual in the morning, so I decided to take a cab to school, hoping that I'm still able to make it on time for my 9am lesson.
The taxi driver was really good I can say. He drove super fast after I told him I'm actually going to be late for school. (I think his car was the fastest on the road)
BUT the traffic around TP was damn baddddddddd. Freaking lots of car, and it takes hours for a car to make a U-turn. Wth. So I was still late for lesson in the end. Shittttttt.
That was still ok, because I wasn't the only one late. HAHA
Halfway through the lesson, my menses came. -.- Don't ask me how I know luh, I CAN FEEL IT OKAY.
And I sat super straight up throughout the lesson, because I was afraid my pants will kena. Omg.
HWEE SAN, WE VERY MING KU UH! ):

Put that aside. Today's Shiseido's workshop was kinda interesting. :D
Learning all the makeup stuffs, skincare etc. I don't understand why everyone was complaining that it's boring when I find that the workshop is so much better than the usual lessons.
The school should organise more of such workshops luh. I don't mind waking up early and spend 3 hours attending this kind of workshops. I think my attendance will be full for the whole semester. HAHA

Shall try doing my accounting tutorial now. I guess I'll take hours to finish it since the tv is just right in front of me.
I don't like accountingggg. Or maybe it's because of the teacher. Her rule is to answer question in order to get participation marks. Idiot.
Almost the whole class was like busy answering questions, except me. I just sit there and keep quiet. Seriously don't like teachers who use this method to get their students participate in class. Rahhhhhhhhhhh.

K, update again soon.

Hello people. I just came out of my bathroom, washing away the 1/4 bottle of gel on my hair.
Yes, I'm done with my SSM Proficiency test 1! Waited for an hour or so just for my test. This is the worse thing ever I swear.
Sitting at a side nervously, watching people doing their tests, serving/clearing glasses and plates, doing table setting etc. Some even smile so widely because they've finished their test and are going home.
I was asked to reach at 1130am or before, and I only managed to finish my test by 2pm. Idiot. But nevermind, at least I still get to reach home earlier than any of the SSM days. HAHA

Ok, I'm a happy girl now, except that I can' stop worrying about my hair. The amount of hair falling is increasing as days pass by. (I think it's because of SSM!)
So one day if you happen to see me bald, don't laugh at me please.

Completed my third week of SSM!
Mr G. was kinda nice today. He gave us a decent lunch break (this is so rare okay). So yes, 3 weeks of SSM has passed, and next week will be our Proficiency Test 1.
I'M SO GONNA DIE FOR THAT TEST I TELL YOU. The plates are hot and heavy, my hands can't stop trembling while clearing the plates. How am I able to score well for the test? Shit.

CDS tutorial tomorrow, meaning I don't have to wake up early, like finallyyyyyyyy.
CCN Day on Friday, meaning lessons will all end at 11am. CHEEEEEEEEEERS! :D

Ok, I shall continue with my OTC tutorial before I head to bed.
Goodnight world. (:

Believe it or not, my whole family is eating cup noodles right now at this hour for no reason.
I'm eating mee goreng, my parents and eldest brother eating Lor Mee, and my second brother eating the chicken flavour.
It always feels so good to eat cup noodles at such a late hour. I don't know why.

Anyway, I'm done with my Marina Bay Sands duty! Even though I only turned up for 5 out of 7 days, I made an effort to go okay. 5 hours of night duty isn't easy, especially after school or even ssm. So just praise/congratulate me please.

Some photos taken during MBS training and Saturday's meetup with Vivian!

 

(The above 3 photos are taken specially for Michelle)

Okay, the rest of the photos are on Fb. 

Gonna be 1am now. Shall do a little bit of research and off to bed! 

Goodbye and goodnight people (:

Feeling guilty and unhappy.



Shall blog again tonight or some other times when I'm free.