i've got a really bad feeling now
don't ask me what's that feeling,
because i don know it myself either.

i'm getting more and more stressed.
while others don't seem to.
i haven't even start preparing for O's
while others are already doing so.
people, tell me what i should do.
its not that i don't want to start preparing,
its that i tried. but i didn't managed to
the kind of mood isn't there,
there's really nothing that can motivate me.
maybe, some of you guys won't understand
but, i'm feeling really terrible right now.
i'm tired, really tired this time.
someone, help me alright?